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((-=Rain=-))All the sh*t and pain, causing the skies to rain, never mind, standing out here crying, feels like I'm dying;
Walking home, alone, on my own, turning around, finding theres not a sound, not a voice to be heard;
But a silent whisper, a calling, a feeling, my own heart beating, believing, my own instinct;
Trusting myself to not lose, not to fight but be strong, listening to you and moving on, words are just words, they don't mean a thing, they are cheap and tacky. If you carry them in your mind, you'll be stressed in no time.
so don't look back, put my foot in a trap, just zip up my tounge. I'll be right on track!
Lol something I just made up..
Do you like it? ^^
~By Gina Ruby / Dark Soul72~
=-._.-=-. I Hope .- =-._.-=I hope you understand...
Let me call out to you and reach your tender hand...
Babe let me tell you a few things i haven't said...
Maybe say them rather locking them inside my head...
I'm just so scared to be alone, people saying "oh just grow up"
But I try and try and things get stuck..
They moan and yell at me every single day.
They complain to me saying " It's your faught".
When they give me things they have brought.
I swear and scream because they don't understand a f*cking thing!
My eyes hurts from the tears, they still sting.
If I'm rhyming, that's just me. I have to say it properly and its good.
I'm a lil poet and yeah I know it. I'm decent, I don't mean to,
It's me feelings around me and explaining now.
I hope you understand.
I want to make you proud.
By Gina Ruby / Darksoul72
Life is like a boat.Life is like a boat, some things will float,
Or you could fall into the water and get soaked!
Our feelings can change like the weather;
You go through stormy times, sunny days and windy ways.
You grow, you learn, open your eyes and see,
Be strong, feel free, dive into the sea!
Have some independence, listen to your gut,
Cut those endless worries, Yes you must!
So dream, make believe, succeed and achieve.
Open your eyes wide and run towards your dreams.
Touch your destiny, feel it absorb you inside, so never look back,
Don't not cry just stay on track!
Your life is set, so do up your shoes;
Get set and put your right foot forward,
Run as fast as you can, try not to trip on your laces,
You got nothing to loose! Feel your heart beat pounding.
Burn away those negative feelings, Lift up your feet and,
Fly! Spread your tiny blue wings, you can try, do not cry;
just smile, don't be shy! Jump so high, feel yourself soaring
over the sky. Leap over the clouds and hills, enjoy the thrill;
I Loved You MoreThey say patience
can go a really long way
So I waited
and I waited
for you to say
What was going on
In that pretty little mind
you pushed me off
and you wasted my time
All those things I said
all those words in my head
all that love that I gave to you
now its clear what it all meant to you
I simply loved you more
I crossed my heart and I swore
that someday I would make you happy
but the promise is all but broken
and my heart is gone, all but stolen
I can't ever get it back because
I guess I loved you more.
I tried building
bridges over all of the walls
I tried healing
all of the burning scars
But you didn't want me at all
What was going on
In that beautiful head
Did you think I was done,
over, and gone?
did you realize my soul was dead?
All those actions in my head
All those words left unsaid
All I wanted was to give to you
But its clear now what I meant to you
I simply loved you more
and you walked out of the door
I only wanted you to smile
The emotion is all but gone
I Dream of YouI close my eyes
and I see your face
The smile that makes
everyone smile and laugh
The eyes that sparkle
when you joke around
The laugh that infects
everyone and makes me laugh
You look at me
I run my fingers
through your hair
you sigh and smile
I close my eyes
and dream of you
Unwanted FutureMy stomach flips,
my breathing gets deep,
I'm sorry love but
please just let me sleep?
It's hard to live
taking day by day
when it seems to pass too fast
and you struggle on the way
What future awaits me?
A small dog, swing on the deck,
the picket white fence and
a fake family in depth.
A kiss on the cheek and
lunch in paper bags,
a promise to behave
but love, the days just drag.
Will it be the same routine
that I face right now?
A fake smile and laugh
that struggle to be found.
The passion fades
with the will to explore,
and you grow older along with
the slamming of doors.
Your voice screams,
your heart will echo,
the mirror will shatter,
and the blood will flow.
And one day you'll look
and take a deep breath,
you'll stare into your eyes
and see nothing but death.
Not 'You and I' but UsI want to see life as you see it,
Know the world as you know it,
Know me through your heart...
I want to feel all you have felt,
Understand all you have been through...
I want to tell you more about me,
I want you to see the me you haven't seen,
I want us to swim in the river of our souls,
I want us to discover the real us,
I want us to be each other,
I want us to love each other.
I love you
I love you
I love you
colors of your dreamsif you have no choice but to accept that this world is real, would you be able do anything to fill it with the colors of your dreams?
I Am a WriterI am a writer.
Yes, it’s easy for me to fall into a dream.
But there is nothing wrong with being tighter
With a story’s theme.
I am a writer.
That is all I will ever want to be
In the end, my story will be lighter,
And my characters will finally be free.
I am a writer.
There is nothing easier to say than that.
I will never let a story wither
Nor let a story fall flat
I am a soon to be author.
With several books ready to be read,
I want them to have great honor
And wish there will be tears shed.
If You Have TimeIf You Have Time…
I was born from your anger.
I was sketched in tears.
I was thought of in remorse.
You created me at the peak of your distress.
You created me when you felt you could never create anything beautiful.
But most of all,
You created me.
I am a simple drawing.
An absent minded doodle on mere note paper.
Something to look over and never finish;
I stay in the same spot you left me;
A crumpled up ball that missed your trashcan.
I have a head that is not defined,
A faded nose,
Blank, empty eyes,
A closed and stiff mouth,
And mere outlines of the rest of me.
I don’t complain.
After all, my mouth cannot move.
Paper cannot move unless my Master bids it so.
I am unfinished.
Time passes and I see your art.
Your finished art.
I’d cry if I could,
But you never finished my eyes.
I’d reach for you,
But I have no arms.
If my lips could move,
I would only ask one thing:
I am not perfect, but nobody is.
Art is for you and others to enjoy.
Am I not conside
Beautiful DreamIt starts as a
blank slate behind
Then you're up
in the sky
You're sitting on
a boulder, in the forest
watching a stream
You're pouring over
a large tome of magic
Your torch luminates
the dark tunnel as
it yawns before you
Bubbles dance around
your head as you
swim deeper in the water
The moonlight shines
on your love's face
as they confess their feelings
And you know
when you wake up
it will all be a beautiful dream
Love is Pseudonymous
To feel a flutter
Flickering within my chest
To know exactly
That he's the one that's best
He smiles, my life shines
A feeling to blossom
Blooming into a velvet rose
Faster, faster in parted times
Is this love?
Or just a choice
Deciding come about
Listening to my own voice
He says my life is his
If only he could really believe
Oh, it's just a kiss
Please don't fall further
Little do I know
That this rose will become
A gale in my storm
A painful darkened sun
A love upon the floor
No light, no smiles...anymore
I used to believe
That such a love would be
The only meaning that I could hold
That I would be able to know
But no, this love is two-faced
Like the headless in the coin
Two sides, one mind
Designed to end the story
That is me now
A violet petal of love
Softly bruised and broken
Until there is no more above
This mediocre lullaby
Has got me singing
Saying goodbyes, goodnights
Until the day can shine bright
Oh my darling, oh my dear
This affection is worthless
(^3^) Hold and Seek (^3^)Texting is fine, Calling is okay;
But being with out you isn't so great.
Listening to your voice, hearing your name;
Hugging the pillow isn't the same.
Calling me hun, Calling you babe;
But calling someone else. That I hate.
Thinking of me, Thinking of you;
Wishing the things we could do.
Playing your songs, again and again;
Just want to dance with you in the rain.
Holding hands, looking up high;
If we had wings. We could glide.
Across the atlantic and soar into the sky!
To have adventures while we stick together.
Taking easy steps, life gives us the chance.
To make it the best.
For our future we hold and seek. I want you
in my life. And I'll love you forever and ever.
Written by DarkSoul72
Nine TimesI saw him nine times.
The first time we were both sitting in the room together, getting ready to take the math test that would determine our placement. I was scatterbrained and throwing things around, trying to find the pencils that I had known I would need but had still just tossed in my purse. He was lounging backwards in his chair, looking for all the world as though he didn’t have a single care in the world, including the upcoming test. It annoyed me, that I was frantic and ready to scream, while someone else could be that relaxed.
I tested out of the class.
I don’t know if he did.
The second time I saw him, it was a few months after I arrived on campus. He was the one rushing and frantic this time, running across the square. He was probably late for class, though I had no way of knowing for sure. I was already lost in my own thoughts and ideas, deciding on my major and convincing people that yes, this is what I really want to do with my life. If they weren
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